YMonday, December 7, 2009' 12/07/2009 08:25:00 PM
I want to share how terrifyingly terricific the movie Coming Soon was. It's in Thai, but provided with sub titles and oh my God. Chaba is scary~ popping out of nowhere. Really~ My classmates and I were all screams. =)) DORKY? Naaaah~ Just spine tingling scary. I recommend you watch the flick if you want to have a GREAT scare. Don't watch it alone?
PS. It's a bit gruesome. Bring your pails...... =))
Y' 12/07/2009 12:15:00 AM
I should actually be sleeping right now. -.- But guess what, I'm not. HAHA. My mom left about an hour and a half ago with my dad to the hospital, she was feeling pain from constipation. I hope she's fine. I wanted to go along but, I knew they would not allow me because I have classes tomorrow. So, here I am.. taking the very rare opportunity to stay up late on a Sunday to watch DBSK videos. xD Oh yes, I'm bad.
I'm watching the boys have soooo much fun demolishing a car. Chunnie's too caught up with trying to smash that door. And I end up scouting for YooMin moments, however small they may be. But I have to admit, Jae's ass at one point got me pausing atleast 10 times. =)) Hallelujiah!
Ok.. Wait.. I need to finish the set. Byeeeeee~ Goodnight!
:)
YSaturday, December 5, 2009' 12/05/2009 04:43:00 PM
I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. Or is it that I don't want to believe it. Every single night, before I fall asleep I think of the dongbangboys, why? Because I imagine all possible outcomes from the lawsuit they are facing. It's not the possible results that scare me. It's what I don't know that worries me. All this time, I've been apprehensive, thinking of what may happen, Whether bad or good. But you know, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. Get me? I can never really put my foot down and decide that "this" or "that" will, can, or may happen. Because the truth is, I can NEVER KNOW, WE CAN NEVER KNOW. And that what breaks my heart. Now I know that the fear of the unknown is true. Eversince, I have always believed that, there's no reason to fear things I don't know... But now, I suddenly understand.
But the boys want us to be strong. They don't want us to shed tears. Let's be strong for them? Please? :( Please? Cassiopeia. Bigeast. STAY STRONG!
Belated Birsssday~ to my mom! She celebrated her birthday yesterday. We ate at a small restaurant near our vilage, that I swear, cooks the yummiest Native Filipino food. :)) YUM! Anyways, she'd be treating the family tomorrow.. And i'd get to see my nephew again!! I'm so excited, because every chance I get to see him, I get sick. So I couldn't go near him. But this time. No way! I'm healthy as a prick. And I can't wait to carry him!! :D *does dbsk trademark dorky dance*
YWednesday, December 2, 2009' 12/02/2009 08:38:00 PM
I'm not in a good mood. I have allergies again. I'm sneezing non-stop. And I lost my make-up kit. YES, I know, i'm bothered just because of make-up? YES I AM. In fact, I'm so bothered I want to rip the whole pc (not to mention the whole world) apart. I lost 1500 bucks worth of make-up, now tell me, do I not have the right to be royally pissed off? I know it's my fault for being such a messy kid. BUT.. BUT! I don't think I schould loose it! Especially the 600 buck face powder I bought last monday, It wasnt even used for a week! Three days, and it's gone. My heart is breaking. Now, I'm also freakin worried how my mom would react once I tell her this sour piece of news. She be all; "What?! I bought your mascara and your eyeshadow, they're worth a fortune!". I just wish I retrieve it tomorrow. Please, let there be a kind soul to return it or surrender it to the lost in found, or to me. If it matters. :[
YTuesday, December 1, 2009' 12/01/2009 09:04:00 PM
Hi ladies and gentlemen.
I haven't done out outline! Why? I just don't want to. I just DON'T want to. Okay? Arrrrgghhh~ Aside from that, I really feel bad about my high school friend's supposed outing together. I was looking forward to the whole thing all month, and the last minute we don't get to do it? :[ I honestly feel that it is okay not to go, but the whole night (sunday night), I kept on texting them to text me if they would be coming. But nooo~ They did not text me. NOT ONE TEXT. So, I could't figure out wether I should get ready the next morning. I woke up extra early to check my phone for messages, but NO. Nothing, nadaaa, zilch.. And that made me feel 100 thousand times worse. :( I only asked for a simple text, 3 words at the least, 'i'm not going'. I hated that I was being extra naggy just to tell them to text me once, and that it had NO effect.
Alam niyo yung nagmukhang tanga? Ako iyon eh.
And now, I'm only expecting them to say sorry. Infareness to Boogeyrots, she said sorry the morning after. But to the other two. I only was for that one word, "SORRY." Is that so hard to do? I almost feel like you don't care about how I feel. And it makes me feel sad.
On the other hand, I am busy watching Bigeastations. When I am supposed to be doing my reswrite homework. Aish~ School can wait!XD
I just found out, FRH will release a new album. And that has got me freakin excited. I want that album! I so... Want that album. XD Can I sell my sould just to get my hands on those babies????
OH... and I almost forgot, I have this feeling that the reason why Mirotic STILL hasn't been released here in the Philippines is because of the whole SM vs. JaeChunSu, issue. AAAAAIGOO~ Give us a break! I've been waiting for it, for months. And it gets cancelleddelayed just because of the lawsuit! SM, you only want money. money, money. DURRRTY MONEY!
Hey wait! Before I got to bed, I want to say I miss Micky very much. I miss Micky with Max very much. Because the lawsuit, I don't get to see Yoomin and Yunjae together anymore! Stupid SM. Stupid. Stupiiiiid. Or am I just being unfair? Naah~ STUPID. Junsu baby, you know, you stay silent most of the time, but I'm glad you fought for you rights. I'm so proud.
Lastly, I want to share I quote by our Beauiful Prince... Choikang Changmin.
"I am 100% real. But there is no perfect existence."
Oh but Max, you are perfect. Atleast in my eyes you are. ;) I bet Micky thinks of you as perfect too.
YSaturday, November 28, 2009' 11/28/2009 07:34:00 PM
Hi.
First of all, I have a lot of things to do. A lot of things I NEED to finish before classes come on Tuesday. BUT, I need to bring all these stuck up emotions in me out in the open before my heart explodes and I kill myself. :[
First of all, things between JaeSuChun and SME haven't become any better. It hasn't been resolved. Latest reports say that Avex need JaeSuChun to come to Japan for promos. But on three conditions, JaeSuChun are not allowed to have any contact with HoMin. Second, HoMin will be the only ones to answer questions. Thirdly, Keeping a close watch during the whole event.
HOW EVIL CAN SM GET? HOW MUCH MORE DO THEY WANT THE BOYS TP SUFFER? HOW MUCH MORE CAN THEY BEAR TO LOOK AT SAD EYES JUST PLEADING FOR FREEDOM. WHY IS SM USING YUNHO AND CHANGMIN AS WEAPONS AGAINST JAEJOONG, JUNSU, AND YOOCHUN? WHY? BECAUSE THEY KNOW, JAECHUNSU, CAN'T SAY NO.. OR THEY CAN'T BEAR TO PUT THE OTHER TWO'S CAREER IN JEOPARDY.
FUCK YOU SME. FUCK YOU.
But, after reading something on our forum. Some sense is knocked into me. Not that I forgive SME, but that I am not alone. I have cassiopeians beside me. To fight for the boys, FOREVER. And they boys know were also affected, but if we show them were too affected to even fight for them, they themselves might give up. CASSIOPEIANS, ALONG WITH BIGEAST, give life to TVXQ. And TVXQ give life to Cassiopeians and Bigeast. WE FIGHT TOGETHER.
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.
I sorta feel, that the 5 guys can't and won't be able to contain their emotions once on stage. I just hope SM doesnt grow another horn and just let the boys be human.
